YOUR HEART BEATS IN SPITE
YOUR HEART BEATS IN SPITE
Emotions in desiccation, all the while screaming for admiration; whispering in opposition.
Emotions in desiccation, all the while screaming for admiration; whispering in opposition.
Your passions, your life past; your digressions of how you wish this would last, even naively keeping yourself living in the past.
Your passions, your life past; your digressions of how you wish this would last, even naively keeping yourself living in the past.
Yet you are the first one to strike feral blatant language, quite like thrown daggers of anger-ridden vibrational aural detractors.
Yet you are the first one to strike feral blatant language, quite like thrown daggers of anger-ridden vibrational aural detractors.
So many negative reactions in many of your transactions, translations and subjugations; randomness from seemingly nothingness, you do not weep for us, you erupt in a melange of abstract emotions in possession of grand neurosis.
So many negative reactions in many of your transactions, translations and subjugations; randomness from seemingly nothingness, you do not weep for us, you erupt in a melange of abstract emotions in possession of grand neurosis.
Spiteful and painful lashes of anguished words fly from your mouth, the same of which attests its utter love; a virtuous drouth.
Spiteful and painful lashes of anguished words fly from your mouth, the same of which attests its utter love; a virtuous drouth.
In fervor of affinity, hailing storms of enmity...
In fervor of affinity, hailing storms of enmity...
Your heart beats in spite.
Your heart beats in spite.
- BLVKOBLSK 2017
- BLVKOBLSK 2017
Ware, nor of good nor ill, what aim hath act?
Ware, nor of good nor ill, what aim hath act?
Without its climax, death, what savour hath
Without its climax, death, what savour hath
Life? an impeccable machine, exact
Life? an impeccable machine, exact
He paces an inane and pointless path
He paces an inane and pointless path
To glut brute appetites, his sole content
To glut brute appetites, his sole content
How tedious were he fit to comprehend
How tedious were he fit to comprehend
Himself! More, this our noble element
Himself! More, this our noble element
Of fire in nature, love in spirit, unkenned
Of fire in nature, love in spirit, unkenned
Life hath no spring, no axle, and no end.
Life hath no spring, no axle, and no end.
His body a bloody-ruby radiant
His body a bloody-ruby radiant
With noble passion, sun-souled Lucifer
With noble passion, sun-souled Lucifer
Swept through the dawn colossal, swift aslant
Swept through the dawn colossal, swift aslant
On Eden's imbecile perimeter.
On Eden's imbecile perimeter.
He blessed nonentity with every curse
He blessed nonentity with every curse
And spiced with sorrow the dull soul of sense,
And spiced with sorrow the dull soul of sense,
Breathed life into the sterile universe,
Breathed life into the sterile universe,
With Love and Knowledge drove out innocence
With Love and Knowledge drove out innocence
The Key of Joy is disobedience.
The Key of Joy is disobedience.
- HYMN TO LUCIFER | Aleister Crowley
- HYMN TO LUCIFER | Aleister Crowley
Dark is she, but brilliant! Black are her wings, black on black!
Dark is she, but brilliant! Black are her wings, black on black!
Her lips are red as rose, kissing all of the Universe!
Her lips are red as rose, kissing all of the Universe!
She is Lilith, who leadeth forth the hordes of the Abyss, and leadeth man to liberation!
She is Lilith, who leadeth forth the hordes of the Abyss, and leadeth man to liberation!
She is the irresistible fulfiller of all lust, seer of desire.
She is the irresistible fulfiller of all lust, seer of desire.
HYMN TO LILITH
"The death of the ego is the only true path to the eternal light" - blvkoblsk
"The death of the ego is the only true path to the eternal light" - blvkoblsk
All That Matters
All That Matters
You wrap your arms around, a feeling that surrounds; bodies that can’t be found, with someone else, I begin to drown. In your arms, my heart has found, a feeling that surrounds; your love comes in colors array.
You wrap your arms around, a feeling that surrounds; bodies that can’t be found, with someone else, I begin to drown. In your arms, my heart has found, a feeling that surrounds; your love comes in colors array.
When your heart is broken one day, remember that pain will wash away, I’ve seen you more than joyous, I hope for love and pray for us. All that matters is your love.
When your heart is broken one day, remember that pain will wash away, I’ve seen you more than joyous, I hope for love and pray for us. All that matters is your love.
- BLVKOBSLK 1989
- BLVKOBSLK 1989
WIND OF THE COSMIC ABYSS
WIND OF THE COSMIC ABYSS
I row a faint ship to a faraway land, adrift upon the oceans of this dimension.
I row a faint ship to a faraway land, adrift upon the oceans of this dimension.
The uncertain waves of consequence always setting upon the waters horizon; completely unstoppable, yet predictably overdue. Constantly moving in its wake, I arrive alone, I still row and row into this upcoming unknown - yet familiar bleak and despair.
The uncertain waves of consequence always setting upon the waters horizon; completely unstoppable, yet predictably overdue. Constantly moving in its wake, I arrive alone, I still row and row into this upcoming unknown - yet familiar bleak and despair.
I shall never stop my stride and row this sinking ship, plunging into the abyss gleefully until the sickle blade capsizes this vessel of flesh to feast upon my harvest in this realm.
I shall never stop my stride and row this sinking ship, plunging into the abyss gleefully until the sickle blade capsizes this vessel of flesh to feast upon my harvest in this realm.
How death nears every so increasingly inevitable, and in many ways, inviting ; having grown old, weak and far to wise to strike another heavy oar upon this darkened cosmic sea. Wise in my years to have seen the faint light of existence fad to black nautically aeons past.
How death nears every so increasingly inevitable, and in many ways, inviting ; having grown old, weak and far to wise to strike another heavy oar upon this darkened cosmic sea. Wise in my years to have seen the faint light of existence fad to black nautically aeons past.
Yet as each of us do, humble or ignorant; we shall always parish alone. Exactly how you were brought into this plane of existence and unknowingly always lived, never truly wanting to.
Yet as each of us do, humble or ignorant; we shall always parish alone. Exactly how you were brought into this plane of existence and unknowingly always lived, never truly wanting to.
Proud of what I offered of my minuscule positivity and knowledge to those that listened, touching many lives that my heart came to adore and cherish.
Proud of what I offered of my minuscule positivity and knowledge to those that listened, touching many lives that my heart came to adore and cherish.
Forever etching my place upon this wretched existence we all take for granted; until someones loved one is forever departed.
Forever etching my place upon this wretched existence we all take for granted; until someones loved one is forever departed.
I will never live in your hearts as so many before or after my time have carved within your soul like initials with a knife to a tree, regardless of my intentions.
I will never live in your hearts as so many before or after my time have carved within your soul like initials with a knife to a tree, regardless of my intentions.
Smile as you are, just remember your words you beautifully crated for my ears to bathe; the embrace we so cherished at that particular moment forever sealed in time - to never forget that microscopic time spent in each of our companies, together we embraced, lips trembling from the butterflies deep within; the whisper of time we had passed and will always be forever in that moment.
Smile as you are, just remember your words you beautifully crated for my ears to bathe; the embrace we so cherished at that particular moment forever sealed in time - to never forget that microscopic time spent in each of our companies, together we embraced, lips trembling from the butterflies deep within; the whisper of time we had passed and will always be forever in that moment.
The wind calls and I must now obey.
The wind calls and I must now obey.
Sailing on, sailing on.
Sailing on, sailing on.
- BLVKOBLSK 2016
- BLVKOBLSK 2016
DARKENED ECHOS WITHIN
DARKENED ECHOS WITHIN
Once a beautiful soul, no longer such beauty is possessed within her shell of flesh, she became cold.
Once a beautiful soul, no longer such beauty is possessed within her shell of flesh, she became cold.
She stabs the heart with her daggers of assumption, never she attempts any to converse truth; only catering and adhering to what her feeble mind has created in its fictional thoughts; accepting her own delusions carelessly as reality of her own made up absolution.
She stabs the heart with her daggers of assumption, never she attempts any to converse truth; only catering and adhering to what her feeble mind has created in its fictional thoughts; accepting her own delusions carelessly as reality of her own made up absolution.
Extravasated unreason from her mouth without rational thought, factual truth or solace in reality.
Extravasated unreason from her mouth without rational thought, factual truth or solace in reality.
So selfish in her actions, careless in her reactions and her arrogance, she rides the wave of constant anger and spite; with a dagger in her eye and hand, many a hearts she gleefully spikes.
So selfish in her actions, careless in her reactions and her arrogance, she rides the wave of constant anger and spite; with a dagger in her eye and hand, many a hearts she gleefully spikes.
In her world, she can do no ill, while the past and present know just how much facade she portrays, she still fools those whom only afford a sliver glimpse at her outer beauty; while those that possess the knowledge of her darkness have found and know the sheer cold demeanor, to those that came to learn of her wretchedness.
In her world, she can do no ill, while the past and present know just how much facade she portrays, she still fools those whom only afford a sliver glimpse at her outer beauty; while those that possess the knowledge of her darkness have found and know the sheer cold demeanor, to those that came to learn of her wretchedness.
Cold, alone and never wanting a grasp of truth to incapsulate and wrap here in unconditional bliss, she will carry on to the infinite; constantly returning to retrieve the same existence again and again.
Cold, alone and never wanting a grasp of truth to incapsulate and wrap here in unconditional bliss, she will carry on to the infinite; constantly returning to retrieve the same existence again and again.
- BLVKOBLSK 2017
Essence of Your Presence
Essence of Your Presence
Destiny. This blood flowing in these veins, flow only for you. The void once entailed in this broken heart is healed in your caress. Confess. Your presence is the essence of the eternal. Eternity.
Ethereal. Following the white rabbit. In your arms, everything is complete. The final cut. Your touch. Intertwined legs, a beautiful spoon. Sweet nectar. Your smell intoxicates the senses. Into your eyes, I gaze, is as staring into our own galaxy. Created. Compassionate. You are my universe. Souls searching dimensions long past, to again be as one.
The one truth my heart has sought. This life. Traversing many lives, to find you once again. Unity. Butterflies. Warming, comforting. Hungry. You are the only medicine. The cure, for my entire being to be, me. Love, an understatement. Understanding. The river floods in our wake. Restless. Beyond words, feeling the cosmos in your embrace. You are the opium.
Magic. Your voice, magical beyond comprehension. Happiness. Racing, my heart beats just for you. Flowers, grow in the paths you create. Yearning. Blooming. Stars shine brighter, in the aura of your jeweled crown. I no longer drown. Complete. My rider.
You are destiny.
